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i've been thinking about this all day long....my mind twirling about what i can offer Master.
so.....this, yes this
is the gift i give to my Master. it is my hope that he will be pleased with what i offer him here.
it is not within the
realm of possiblity to broadcast to my personal general public that i am his....as i am yes, you guessed it....i am married.
and to rock the sock off ya'all...i am quite happily married :-)
what Master does is enhance my life, he does not take
a single thing away. in a sense,what He calls 'real time' and and our time...they mix for me- and quite nicely i must say.
i
feel sad that i can not jump up and down and point gladly at the markings that i wear to proclaim my status to the universe.
but
i think the universe knows ;-)
i shall tell you why.
6 months ago ...about.....
Master found me only after a possible
5 minutes after i logged on for the first 'official' time. yeah, those questionarre's , they are a hassle...but mighty informative!
for
what seemed like forever i had no clue what he looked like or sounded like. i only knew what my instincts told me. and they
said....this is a good place to be and a good Man to be with.
Master respects my real time, i truly appreciate this of
him. He works with me and not against me. my mind seems to have no limits thus far...
i am fortunate, He is quite inventive!
He
was kind enough one day to show me who he was.....visually. i say visually, because i feel i allready knew who he was....but
more on that later...honest!
what did i see? Mmmmm i seen a MAN. yes, that was all caps :-) a Man that looked as if i could
crawl up him and loose myself. and with a nice smile too!
then....i heard him. now, i have only heard him once....but i
have a great audio memory....and had i not been so very nervous....i am sure i would have been a better conversationalist.
he
surprises me often....and i melt like a glob of love, willing to do whatever he chooses...for that is my purpose, my place
as His.
to be what he wants, when He wants, and however he wants. all is by his choice.
do i like that, you wonder?
oh yes, i like that very much. i feel honored to be His.
last night i asked him if anyone knew about me in his part of
the world.....and he replied yes. i feel so sad that i can not offer him the same joy of sharing.
so today...i share with
whoever is out there...whoever may come accross this.
i am lisa, i am in the service of my Master.
gee, i don't even
know his name!
is this where i admit to an overwhelming curiosity?....i feel he lets me know what i need to know....when
i need to know it....and bugging him with 40 thousand questions is a bit much...LOL
maybe i am frightened about what i
may feel if i do know more. all of thise questions are for thise on the hunt for a mate. and he is my Master, not my mate.
i guess there is the little invisible line that i drew for myself.
but i *do* know him. i know that he is respectful, kind,
caring, understanding, patient, honest, he has a great memory, and that his mind is a marvel! ok...i know more maybe...but
i'll save that beacuse ohmy, this gift is turning out to be longish....my apologies.
one last thing before i go.....
last
night a most precious gift was given to my eyes and my heart. darn i love that webcam! i got to see him live! and oooooo the
joy! i had to confess my aroused state in seeing him, admit my adoration....
sigh....it *is* good to be me....lol..really
it is.
In His Service,
lisa
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